Not long after our dog TARA died, a friend asked me to
look after his four-legged friend for a while, so I did. Some time
later, after my dog-sitting term had ended, I bought a puppy, ZARA,
who was the last dog out of three that my family had over a nearly 26
year period. Let me tell you something - people who don't like dogs
- or any animals, in fact - and are untouched by an animal's death,
are unnatural. There is something missing in them and they're
very probably latent serial killers.
But that's another subject. When Zara was a few months old
and still in the process of getting her jags, I was sitting in the vet's
one evening and a dog could be heard whining behind a door. The
vet came out to speak to me, and I caught a glimpse of a black dog
which must've been tethered to a table leg or something. As I was
speaking with the vet, the whining increased and the dog started
scratching at the door and yelping. I asked what was wrong
with it and the vet replied "It's getting put to sleep."
Anyway, after my business was completed, I made my way
home feeling a little sorry for the dog, but too delighted with my
own pup to dwell on it. A few years later, I ran into a friend, who
mentioned that he had been given the very canine that I had once
looked after, because its owner couldn't keep it any more. "What
happened to it?" I asked him. "I had to get it put down because..."
I forget the reasons why, but I asked him where he had taken the
dog, and, sure enough, it was the very vet's where I'd taken
Zara for her course of injections.
I checked the timeline with him and it matched. It was then I
realized that the poor creature had been the dog behind the door,
and must have recognized my scent or my voice - hence its frantic
scratching, whining and yelping in an attempt to be rescued from
what it must have sensed was its final fate. And I had failed it,
and it had gone to its end unloved and unwanted.
Looking back, I'm not sure what I could have done, if
anything, but it still bothers me every now and again to this
day. I had only looked after it for a fortnight or so, and it wasn't
as if it was 'my' dog, but that poor creature must've hoped that I
would rescue it and I let it down, unaware of its identity 'though
I was. Humans are often pretty useless when it counts, and I
was found amongt that particular number on that sad and
pitiful day. Alas, I don't even recall the dog's name.
Regrets? I've had a few...and this was one of them.


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